sunrise, sunset

you know why right? a best friend talks to their other best friends, a ‘best friend’ gives a shit about what’s going on. A best friend takes two fucking seconds out of their day to make their said friend feel good and not fucking snapping their head off every chance they fucking get. You know what I’m referring to, don’t act like you don’t. Also, on top of that, you KNOW I can’t start conversations. You KNOW I have absolutely awful social anxiety. You KNOW you don’t listen to me, at least you don’t act like it. You don’t need to constantly start drama over and over again and bring Chris, or myself into it. In fact, when you do, it makes me feel like shit, it really fucking does. I can’t stand it when you do either, or when you pull shit like this, you ignore us, create drama, and then use this ‘oh waaai, look how awful i am, nobody pays attention to me, ugh, life it hard’ shit, and people actually fall for it. Well not me, I won’t fall for it again, because you don’t make any attempt to even talk to me, and if I make the attempt, I just get blown off at the best. So, do you see now why you aren’t my ‘best friend’? Because of all this shit, you aren’t, and never will be, got it? I’m sick of you making me feel bad, but when you make Chris feel like this, you’ve got hell to pay bitch, I’m sick of all of this shit. So, in conclusion, if you’d given a single fuck, maybe, MAYBE I would’ve considered you.

Also nice touch with the sarcasm, great fucking job. You overuse it, and it makes you look like a whinny little bitch.

licking [especially around my neck/collarbone, and a few other areas], light biting, scratching, d-domination, your submission, um, that’s most of them, mmyup ^^

Gah! they’re wait, something about those numbers is wrong

1: Chris, but you’re my second best friend ^^ [sorry, just, the love of my life takes priority]

3: Blue, purple, or green ^^ [not at the same time]

5: uh, I don’t really understnad this one?

6: >//////< I-I’ll answer it in the one Chris just sent, n-nhnn

10: uh, I don’t really have a favourite, like i said earlier, so uh, I guess alt rock, dubstep, and uh, well, I listen to a lot of things really ^^

11: already explained~

12: already expl- I’ve already done almost all of these a moment ago xD; although, I don’t really have one completely defined dream

13: I have a ton of them xD;

1: You!

2: I don’t know ^^

3: uh, i like blue and purple ^^ and green

4: as you said, might as well be married <3

5: uh, well, um, I’m not entirely certain what this one means?but, if I understand it right, that would be you, darling~ <33 c:

6: >////< d-do I h-have to say it?

7: like you said, the last time we said goodbye~ or when we were at the hotel~

8: still not certain on this one, but I’d go with pasta

10: uhh, alt rock, dubstep, and well, idk?

11: Well, I’ve got a ton of them, many many more than a normal person should have, but over all of them, rational or not, I fear one day you’ll find someone better than me, that treats you much better, and you’ll leave me, but even though I fear that, I don’t think it would ever happen c: > so, that’s not really a fear, since I know we’ll always be together~ <333 c: > I guess my next biggest would be uh, either insects, heights, or dry things rubbing together, agh I can’t stand that.

12: Um, uh, my biggest dream would be uh, to move out of the South with you, to be, well, Jade, obviously, and to own a Porsche

13: far too many to list

and 16: Well, the only one I can think of was when we saw the Audi R8 on the way home from Dallas, and dad thought I was blushing, really I was reallyreally warm, and I guess when I smiled me cheeks heated up? I blush way too much though, and I still can’t believe he called me out on it and embarrassed me >////<

Gah, sorry that took so long ^^;